Nicole Pallante (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} i_taste_god) wrote,@ 2007-07-05 16:10:00 |
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| Current mood: |  depressed |
It's been since June 11th.
& I don't know why but I miss you everyday.
& I don't want you back right now, but I'm afraid it will be forever.
& I'm afraid I lost a boy who meant this much to me and I've lost a best friend.
& I feel stupid everytime I'm happy your acting the way you used to.
& I'm terrified for the day I know you start fucking around with other girls.
But I know I'm going to suck it up and still come see you this afternoon.
I know you don't read my journals, but sometimes you ought to.
I write you messages and emails and I don't think you've read a single one.
I can't tell it to your face because I'm afraid you're going to not talk to me ever again.
Every time I come over and hang out with you another silly little piece of me breaks and my heart breaks to be around you, and maybe it's for the best, It will hurt me enough to know it won't ever happen again, and I can move on with my life, but, I don't want it to.
But why'd you have to break all my heart
Couldn't you have saved a little bit of it?
Why'd you have to break all my heart?
Couldn't you have saved a minor part?
I could have clipped and saved and planted in the garden
Damn you guess I'll have to get a new one
I'd love to sit and watch you drink
With the reins to the world, gripping a smoke
Vaguely missing link
Don't ever change you hungry little bashful hound
I got the sheep, poor little Bo Peep
Has lost and filed for grounds.
